clients

so, my clients sure do trust me. which makes me feel funny. that damn responsibility thing of mine is in constant overdrive with all these people pinning their hopes and dreams of succesful business ventures on my narrow shoulders. 'we're counting on you' they say, sometimes just with their eyes, sometimes they really say it.

am i letting them down? am i good enough? am i working hard enough, smart enough? the answer i always give myself is 'no' but i just can't stay up all night everynight working on their stuff. i can't know everything. i am already operating far out of my core competency; i'm creating products from ether, trying to configure CMSs, writing marketing/ad copy, managing projects, everything but frickin' DESIGNING crap.

driving me nuts. ok, i'll quit bitching now and get back to work

written on a client's laptop which i am watching until she gets back from a doctor's appointment. see what i mean?